Say OH YEAH

Hahahaha~~ This was today what I wanted to have, sound really crazy, I want to say Oh Yeah!! First time I mean in Singapore half year plus, this was first time I feel I like a crazy/mindless lady. I was laugh loudly in public, I was sing K with all of my energy, I was ate a lot of high calories food, I don't care what's the effect, because today I wanted to have some happy mood. Actually, that issue made me feel disappointed, I feel I'm really useless enough, why I can't handle my English so well, just like others. I did put effort on it, I thought that really improve my English but now seem like this was not enough I still have a long way to go, I got to learn English, speak in fluent, at least no grammar mistake. My English maybe others can understand what I mean, but they just guess it, not totally understand, so.. This is the problem. Alright, come back to my topic, what I had done today? Dear my darling, I'm so sorry that I hang out with one gang of guys without lady except me, but please don't worry about it, because they are good person, they protect me as well, at least today we didn't get drunk or even 1ml of alcoholic, I realize what I'm doing with them, we just simply have a meal then go to sing K until exhausted. I promised we didn't do anything over, just like a good friends, and they are 3 of them, Fuji, Keat & Ah Looi, I thought u knew all of them but not so closed, maybe have a chance I can introduce or whatever. OK, is actually I got invite lady to attend, however she's busy in dating with her Boyfriend, so I don't want to bother them too much, then only left few of us. Firstly we never decide to go to Sing K, this was after finish out dinner (around 8pm) then we hang out and don't know what to do, after that we decided to Sing K. Secondly, I really wanted to do something different, I mean I seldom do it, I want to spread out all of the unhappiness staying in Singapore as like just now what I said, some more today I feel I'm so pitiful? Though I have put so much of effort to gain nothing, I wanted to relax myself fully, I didn't cry cause of that really no point to cry with. Darling, could you get it, so please forgive my childish, I knew you think that I'm childish, you have more burden of stress above your shoulder, I have no right to do this, I know this may make you feel unhappy, I'll accept your punishment, ok? Just please don't tell me to break up with you. ok? I think in future may don't have such a chance again, because Fuji going back, then I wanted to concentrate on my examinations, I'll try to avoid hang out with along again ok?  I feel so guilty when you're doing your job so hard, I'm just enjoying my life here, haiz~ I'm really an unsuccessful Girlfriend, always made you feel worry and mad. Darling, I got miss you even singing K, I got sing the songs. I really love you too deeply, I think not easy to give up you as like my dream also, Please smile ok?? =) This is the last time I did it, don't get mad ya~ Today I really have a nice moment with them, thanks a lot to them provide me so many happiness, thanks for Fuji treat also. Alright, time to sleep now, I feel my throat dried and itchy and little bit pain, just now I really use all of my energy to sing K.. hahahahaha~

I'm in good mood, at least.

Love you Darling, where are you now? You didn't reply my text at all!!