5.9.10

回复

这篇文章,是我对你的回复,希望你能感受到。
第一次,我不同意那张照片放在网上,
导致两人起了争执,我不否认那是我的错,也道歉了,
但是我依然觉得两人的关系还是很僵,
第一次,我对你感到无奈,觉得为什么你无法明白我的心情,
这一次的病,真的让我改变很大,不管外表还是内心,
我自私的认为你应该知道的,现实就是如此,
没有人能够完全理解对方的心情,直到同样的事情放生在个人的身上。
你也不必担心了,现在我的心情比较平复了,
我真的很冤上天对我的不公平,但是我相信只要给我时间,
我可以用比较平淡的心情接受这个事实的。

再来的是关于打电话给你这件事,我也觉得自己真的很过分,
我竟然可以睡得那么甜,完全没发觉你打电话给我,
知道你的短讯铃声惊醒了我,才发现糟糕,已经是十一点了!
其实这一个星期使我度过最繁忙,最累的,我每天十点多可以睡着,
醒来之后,我觉得自己真的太过分了,但是睡神再次呼唤我,
我其实已经没法再撑下去,很快到头又睡,
我想你应该很生气了吧?应该第一次遇到这种女生吧?
所以下一次,我学会了,在打给你之前绝对不去睡觉。

至于那个跌倒事件,我个人认为不能怪我咯,
不是我让自己要跌倒的,我也是超级无奈,
谁会想到穿高跟鞋,鞋头千万不能有超大的蝴蝶结,
这是非常危险的,因为我竟然被蝴蝶结绊倒,整个人伏在地上,
我想我的同事也吓坏了,幸好的是,我公司里都铺上了地毯,
并没有伤到骨头,至少比上一次好很多,
所以这个纯粹是因为我觉得都没话题了,随便讲讲告诉你而爽的,
不然我不知道面对超级冷淡的你,该说些什么了,
如果这些导致你非常不开心,我以后也不会告诉你了。
因为我真的认为是一件小事,我能开心的告诉你,证明我还好。
PS这起意外和我的不良习惯完全无关,而且你看到的已经是我全部的不良习惯。

但是我真的好好在为我的健康加油,因为这个星期实在忙碌,
可能接下来情况比较好了,也不会有这类的问题发生。
那个害你担心,我非常抱歉,我应该把自己照顾的比较好的,
同时,请明白我并没有耍心计特地不回复你的短讯,
你要明白,如果真要放弃,不会是经历过一段长时间的分离的这一天,
也请多多包涵,有时候我神经线比常人还粗“反应会比较慢”

对于你的学业,我只能为你加油咯,毕竟你也是因为感兴趣才加入的,
那个老师一定要让你没好日子过,哈哈~
但是,记得别把自己搞得太累,我相信你也正在享受假期的放松吧? 
关于那个运动的提议。。我个人认为可以直接把他忽略吗?
我实在无法开心的笑着对你说,走吧,我们去运动,
在这方面,绝对是我的死穴,不是我要夸,我真的太久没做运动了,
现在已经是老子骨,受不了折腾的,OK?
其他的我都同意,最重要把运动的项目拿掉就好了。=P

说到我最期待的旅游,感觉我都没有好好旅游过呢,
尤其是这种两人的旅游,想象中一定非常的写意吧?
可以不要安排得这么紧凑吗?我喜欢与你两个人慢慢的踱步走过一切,
哪里都无所谓,最重要的是达到放松心情的目的,
如果说马六甲太远了,其实还是可以更改的,
问题是如果驾车,会不会遇到迷路的情况呢?
这应该要在考虑的范围这类吧?其实我个人觉得第一次,
或许选一些我们比较有把握的地方,
但是我也喜欢有点冒险的感觉,去不曾看过的地方,
让我觉得倍增乐趣。

存钱啊,一起努力吧,对一个没有工作收入的人,
我不会期待你存几千块的,
尽量就好了,我没有办法厚着脸皮让你付完全部的费用。
在昨天你刚刚好写完blog的那一刻,
我正在做一些非常无聊的事情,或许你认为我很傻,
其实是因为太难受了,如果我不发泄,我会崩溃的,
不管对你,还是你的家人,我都感到内疚,
无法否认的是,人都有自私的一面,
我用你无法长期留在怡保的借口,为自己找了最好的理由。
感伤从中由来,我也无法控制的,
现在,过去了,心情恢复了,也就不再情绪化了。

现在是晚上十点半,你正在外面用餐,
而我,准备为明天和周末的到来做好准备,
这一次,我会更期待你的准备,
可惜我已经没有礼物可以送你了。
呵呵~~我清楚地看到了,你花的心思,
每当有空档时,也会找我,这是无法掩盖的。

我爱你,感受到有多深吗?
让你告诉我吧,我无法从中做比较呢!

4.9.10

a very long time i didn't share something with you here...
today,
i will like to share some words..

this week seems like a very bad week ever we had..
first,about the photo...
then,the call...
n suddenly u tell me that u fell down at office...
what are u doing actually?
is that something make you feeling annoyed or what?
i know,you need somebody to take care of you,
as you are not completely recovered...
but,
did you control yourself to your bad habit?
i can tell you no matter how good the med you take,
if you not taking good care your health,
you will just always like that..
change your habit..
and drink more water...
no excuses already...
forget about our quarrel..
i know
and i have to used to
the disadvantages of long distance love.
and,
i can experience the situation you had when i'm far away from you.

you may ask
what happened to the problem of us this week...
i think...
i'll not answer you
meaning that not i'm not care about you
just
i want to try to accept the truth.
ok?

i know...
it will be long time from now for you to visit this blog as you are pretty busy for your job.
never mind...
tell me when you have read..
then you have to tell me what your feeling...
sharing is our way to keep it last longer.

you know,
did you ever think,
if one day
when we are break up,
how is the feel?

i did think before...
but...
now i know
when i didn't recieve your reply i'll feel nervous.

this holiday,
i'll plan some work for myself...
and also the assignment...
damn annoying.
you know why?
holiday is mean that no need to think the study anymore..right?
but now lecturer left us some big project...
so bad la...
i pity on the malay too
haha...
but they will be ignore it lo,i know...

then,when you come back,
i plan to exercise with you...
ok?
just minor 1
don't worry...i'll beside you.
then...watch movie ah...
and spend the only two person moment together..
hehe...

about the trip,
i think if we take bus will be difficult abit.
but if we go by car then we will have to spend more money for the tol fees and patrol fees..
so,what you think?
the place...
i think melacca...you?
we spend 3 days 2 night?share with me if you have any suggestion.
so,
start from now,
i have to save money lu...
but look like abit difficult wo...
haha.

now is 525pm
date 04.09.10
saturday,raining day.

i love you
the way you act to me...
i can feel your true heart.
muacks...